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Sunday, May 30, 2010

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Today is Sunday and i'm really bored.. A lot of things just went through my mind, what am i to him? A toy for him to entertain himself only when he is bored? Whenever you want to built up a good relationship takes a long time. But ruining a relationship takes only a few seconds... Mr Kang told me this during leadership camp," Pamela, there's somethings we cant force, but we can only explain and talk things out. I felt that its kinda wasted when you have already met your good friends and boyfriend and both party knows each other so well and yet either party ignore cos of some misunderstandings. The world is so huge, yet fate causes you to be together .. No matter its friendships or boy/girl relationship, it takes two hands to clap and its not an easy job to handle as well ... If you just give up like that dun you think its really wasted? You might think, if i explain will he/she hear me out? But Pamela, you didn't give it a try, how you know the results? If it really fails but at least you did give it a try, right?" I'm thinking what did i do wrong? I only wish he could give me some of his attention, iszit just so difficult? Perhaps scolding him, ya in that im wrong but dun i derserve another chance? You dun even tell me the exact reason of breaking ... I really hate myself in this point of time.

Labels: Dear lord, i repent my sin n request to be with him again.. thx for understanding. I pray in jesus name. Amen., if you thinks im in wrong, you are the one who patches us together

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